Sad......

Today, I felt very heavy in my heart. All things seemed to had fallen in front of me, and it seemed to be telling me "Stop being a baby....start growing". I know I am old and there is alot of things in life had started to change. I must learn to accept changes, being good or bad. I quite hate it, in fact.

I had not stopped whinning over the lost of my baby, though it was only 7 weeks only. But being married almost 10 yrs and this was my absolute first pregnancy.....urghhhh........

Upon all this, Raymond isn't well as well. I expect a surgery will be done on him. Just wait till 17th Sept and see what doc says.

Pa is still recovering from his operation. Later in the months, he will go for his colonnary scope. Hope all goes well too.

Mom's eye seems to be recovering, but very slowly. Also got to wait and see.

Today, we all recieved news about Lucy. She had stomach cancer and had it removed. But according to her doc, the cancer cells had spread into her lymph nodes. She only has about a year to live. No one dares to say a word to her about it. But I feel she has the right to know. What so you think?

Praise Lord

Last Sat, 11th Sept, brought my parents to church in Parkway Parade. It's under the Touch Minstry and the invitaion was sent by Kelly. They had enjoyed the service and of course, all the singing by Pan Xiu Qiong. They even agreed unaimously that Pastor Kong is very convincing.

This is my first time joining in Cantonese and Hokkien service. I never enjoyed so much in church. It just felt so good. I know I should make time to church, but I am just too lazy. I should pluck up and get on with I know what I am suppose to do.........